(shed your own) listening to "Silversun Pickups - Lazy Eye" on Blip [05 Jan 2010|09:14pm] drx_girlfriend [ music | Pickups ] The strings sound almost like the twinkling of stars in that bridge/solo bit before it starts to sound like splashing water. Beautiful.

(shed your own) listening to "Death Cab For Cutie - The New Year" on Blip [31 Dec 2009|02:49pm] drx_girlfriend [ music | For Cutie - T ] "So this is the new year, and I don't feel any different..."

(1 tear | shed your own) 213 [31 Dec 2009|11:09am] _dottydialogue Nothing is the same in my life. Although my surroundings and my interests and endeavors are completely different, I still feel the same—indifferent, ha ha. No matter how shitty a situation i'm in, I feel no worse than I ever do because I don't care about anything anymore, really. Which is a good thing, seeing as though I've been in a shitty situation perpetually for the past 2 years or so. People that I care about and zealously try to please will always change on me, or dismiss my efforts. Friends that have countlessly betrayed my trust and deceived me will always feel entitled to crucify me for something I do that isn't even nearly as treacherous or selfish as what they have done to me so many times (with me always forgiving them). Since when did you suddenly develop an interest in the fucking laws of friendship? Now, the same standards in friendship that I so eagerly delineated to you over and over again, NOW they make sense? When only applicable to situations where you are the one left feeling hurt and angry and "played for a fool"? You're right, i'm a sinner, and you're a saint. People will always expect me to do what makes them happiest. But nobody will sacrifice anything they value, for the sake of my happiness. I've never asked anybody to, either. I can be trampled on. I can be taken for granted. I can be forgotten, outcasted, betrayed, abandoned, neglected, replaced, bullied, underestimated, used, put on the back-burner… If you SAY you just want me to be happy, then you must mean it, right? Okay then, I believe you.

(shed your own) temperature warning? [23 Dec 2009|06:46am] littlelovestar Today my 2009 Prius just informed me the outside temperature was 37 degrees, much like it would warn me that I was low on gas.. anyone know the reasoning behind this warning? I'm in Southern California so it doesn't get this cold very often!

(shed your own) listening to "21, 24 and The Mighty Monarch - hardcandyxmas" on Blip [22 Dec 2009|09:22pm] drx_girlfriend [ music | d The Mighty Monarch - ha ] Because of this song, anytime someone asks "what's that smell?" I answer "orange vomit powder". Merry Xmas, everyone. Hope it's super fantastic!

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